i love you but it’s not so easy…
to make you here with me..
Baby when you’re gone, I realize I’m in love
days go on and on, and the nights just seem so long
Even food don’t taste that good, drink ain’t doing what it should
things just feel so wrong, baby when you’re gone
oh, this is torture, this is pain, it feels like I’m gonna go insane
I hope you’re coming back real soon, ‘cause i don’t know what to do
congrats ya teman-temanku semua! you’re the best!
8 reasons why i feel so lucky this year!
- my luck is start from i got ‘A’ in my thesis
- i have a job, so i’m not jobless! hahaa…
- although so far away, i have him as my BF and i can feel his love! :p
- i have Tiger as my lovely naughty cuddly pet
- i’ve met many friends from my job when i get trainee, and they’re very amusing!
- at last, my mother give me driving license! (i think police’s driving license is easier to get than mother’s driving license)
- i have my dream console game, PSP (w/ pink colour exactly)
- tomorrow is my graduation day. it’s so sad officially leaving my ‘lovely’ college but after that i can put ‘S.Kom’ after my name :p
sorry, i’m an employee not a volunteer
jeleek… kamu jauuuh banget siih?! :(
- him : apa nih, pesen-pesen buat aku sebelum berangkat?
- me : kurangin rokoknya, jangan makan yang aneh-aneh yaa..
- him : udah itu aja?
- me : hmm.. (bingung, muter otak) jangan jelalatan deh..
- him : maksudnya apa tuh? (pura-pura ga ngerti)
- me : (mampus gw.. mampus) hmm.. haa..hee..hoo..
- him : apa sih? (masih sok2 innocent sambil memancing)
- me : jangan jadian sama cewe lain deh..
- what the hell i said! oh no, emang kita udah jadian?! abis nutup telpon, senyum-senyum sambil pengen ngakak cuma ga enak gara2 lagi dikantor. geblek! : ))
but now,
he’s mine : )
he’s not mine. he’s hers
is there any immortal relationship?
i dont think so, since my bestfriend had broke with her boyfriend.
about one month ago, my bestfriend talk me at yahoo messenger and say “i am single and happy, cor!”. hey, what the hell is going on? i shocked for a while then asked her, why? she said it’s a loong story and she will tell me later.
i know her boyfriend well. hmm, actually not as well as i know my bestfriend. but in my opinion, they’re the best couple that i ever know. both of them are mature enough. they can control they emotion (well, not like me..), they had their relationship about 3 years, they ever did LDR (Long Distance Relationship, like Raditya Dika said in Kambing Jantan) and i think they never got a big problem that cant solve, they also know their each other families and spending their time together.
when i went to jogja, they invited me to had dinner (what, dinner? actually it just eating Nasi Kucing together), and when we at car i saw the boy hold my friends hand while he’s driving. so romantic. and give the jacket when he thinks his girl need it. and i know that the boy ever give my friend a ring and said they’re engaged. when i asked, “so when will you get married?”. my friend said “maybe after i finished my college”.
once i had relationship (please, forget about it after you read this paragraph!), they always be my trash. i talked anything about my problems and they always giving me advice and solutions. the boy said that the most important is communication. they are my guide!
but yesterday, about 3 weeks after my friend told that she’s single, the boy called me. said blablabla (like how are you?) then told me that it’s true that they had break. and the boy already get new girlfriend! damn it! (hey boy, go to hell please!). i said “can both of you fixed it?” he said no. i really dissapointed. it really very hard. but both of them still calm and pretend that is not a big mistake and think it just usual for a relationship.
i still cant believe it until now. i hate it even it’s not my problem. i’m not as strong as my friend. i think i will crying for 3 month if i had break after 3 years relationship. if the mature couple like them still can be separated and broke, is that still any immortal relationship?
